Last week was one of those weeks of waiting.
I wrote and rewrote while waiting.
while waiting I performed the following
waiting I
Heres my point he says – thick American
Accent drinking whiskey@ 15:01 my
Time- minus two for yours A
Call to prayer sounds out- comforting
As an itsy bitsy spider No YOU SEE
He walks light of foot with a dickey bow
Minus dick I sit and walk as at
12 o’clock a man scratches his head
Egyptian I would say – he probably
Wouldn’t A native tongue my native
Tongue heard amongst coughing and
Cups sneesex long white fabrics
Canvas the area a woman
The first her cuffs shed light
On her person- cuffs beaded with
Silver beads – beads are an of finished
MAM- yes thank you very much an
Exchange – I am not a MAM
MAM – MAN – MAM – MAM – MAM
MAM – MAM – MAM this is all
Too close to –
My feet look browner today- somehow
The sun strikes them differently than
My face – with an ease an unforced
Ease- I will not be here in an
Hour Some noise from behind me
MAN heavy footed WHO declares this
Pandemic headline of the Bahrain
Tribune today that southern whiskey
Laugh smiled at me-
Sikh man in grey suit- red turban
I would say. Heals are strange objects
Only A in cabin I just realised I should
Wirte a folk song – shoot – shoot – haze
Haze a real word not a semi haze
Of to be expected
HAZE Ha- Aa- Zz- Ee-
ITS ALL FOR YOUR SAFETY
Bubbly brain not content with this
Reatures sonic expect a registered position
2 lines deligated of a similar hue
I am getting closer to the sun
And to you
Pin holes is this buzz normal
Normality is
Cutting off a light you are now
Free to move and you may move
Permission to movement – she slidea
Closed curtain similar ro an exagereated
Cell in sky
It’s a blue of carpet and grey
Armrest- armrest when do we need
Armrest
Soulrest- soulrest life vest life vest-
So much concerns
Non normal care
Sun this is shadow line
I can adjust shadow with movement
Finally cool air – this means
Means
Ahlan Wa Sahlan
please Ahlan
please Wa
please Sahlan
please
please
please
please
please
please
when you smile those eyes
she said at 25 you should
find someone but they should find
Eyes – they can
Eyes – they will
Eyes – they who
Spent at a disSembodIment of the
Universe - You important
- You important
- You Im
He never wordens my sense – wordens my sense
Wordenes my sense
I open a shutter to chronic light
chronic grounded less the grounding
Petals on a fabric he knows
Pink orchid in hair at 17 it was
Followed by eyeshadow Come –
Tell You can blank out time in transit
Shooting upon- searching for
We should relocate to auto
Auto pilot tends to lead me
Ashtray one hidden fact he dismisses
Smoke when emotional
His breath in my head that had
A weakness it’s a weakness a weakness
A weak ness a weak ness
a weak ness a weak ness
a weak ness a weak ness
a week ness a week ness
a week ness a week ness
a wett ness
a wetness
witness
There’s a girl There’s a girl There’s a girl
do you see her
There’s a girl There’s a girl There’s a girl
do you see her
There’s a girl
There is a girl
Late night Late night that’s all that
Comes up
up – to-
to – tell you
There’s a girl
waiting II
He he is kinder than he thinks
She she is less inviting – les than she
Knows This a floating turn in
Front of face she her mother and
Her cat got raped yesterday one eye
Stings a scar across her pink nose
Lying – lying – flat
She is the cats mother
If I could moan I would
Eye sting
This is comparison
The care of my mouth overflows Too
Often
Shiny teeth
When your concerned
You know I say that with pain in
My heart
Pen follows shadow and I wear
Socks which aren’t mine
Central figure – central figure
Figured – She is
She is
She is
She is
She is sure
Reminded of a loud music
Freedom in sand
Shaking and dancing – UNTOUCHABLE
To return – to return – to return to
HER SHE
I folded the page to
Break from you
Break from you
Crave that song you
I adore you is that
This check this is this
Signature – twisting through ventricular
Partially lit by
I’m hearing the drums-
This please this please this
Do this please you
Louder
VERBSkickin
Lavishly bite to a grape
Seems once again you hang on the line
Lines – take one pick one
Static on the screen only my
Screeching through ears
Prick of fizz in water
Horizon blurred in
Take it back
Let’s go dancing- ok lets stop now
Am I speaking for you too
This – Wish it -t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t—t
Can I ask a question
Will you come with me
Engulf it engulf me that’s what
Emoticons do – forgive me- I
Don’t speak frankly-
Because now is beyond
Compatibility ability comability
What do your fingers taste like
Tow and behave this is fugitive behaviour
Sleeping in a revel – let’s lie it
He and lemon a debate of mind
Corner angled towards me brings good weather
Lets begin again – No
I’m going I’m going I’m going to try
That day
One day
That One day
Look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at you
Turned over now cross border to
Face – face it – face me I
Can’t tell
Do you a herald bring an
A just crossed under me
This uneasy look
Does it you?
waiting III
Listening to recover to place
Open door long door long door long door
My right shoe sticks to linoleum
An oil by product- a BY product
Fluorescent tap fluorescent tap
Fluorescent tap fluorescent light
After each
Recoil- but this becomes
Twenty five paces seems to be an
Appropriate place to turn
Squeak – cuts through
– cuts through
– cuts through
Finishing is
Face in cold water to run over mascara line
This puffy not needed
Deep – and then close door long door
Long door long door
My left foot is in shadow – an absence
Of right – a BY product
Now again
Ceiling tap ceiling tap
Ceiling tap ceiling tile
Now again
Utter - not waste now
Sipping to count time it is
Not appropriate to
Tear – cuts through
– cuts through
– cuts through
Breathing is
Iris shut at replace lens blurred
Is easier to be straight
Ache- and then close door long door
Long door long door.
thank you for waiting with me
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
smiling words!
This is not mine, but it made my day, it will soon be on my wall!
Thanks for making a useless day end with a smile.
Thanks RYAN!
EVERY DAY I AM SINGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BRINGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CLEANING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM DANCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM WALKING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SMILING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SUNSHINEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ABODEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM LAMENTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM FOLLOWING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM TURNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SHIFTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM TRYING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM THING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ADVANCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STARING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MEETING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM AMAZING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM GRILLIN BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM PIERCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM HURTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MORNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM HANGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM LEADERING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM WEAVING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SEEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BRANCHING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM YIELDING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM PATTERNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ASKING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BLENDING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM COUGHING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CARESSING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MEANING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CUTTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ING BECKY
Thanks for making a useless day end with a smile.
Thanks RYAN!
EVERY DAY I AM SINGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BRINGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CLEANING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM DANCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM WALKING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SMILING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SUNSHINEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ABODEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM LAMENTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM FOLLOWING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM TURNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SHIFTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM TRYING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM THING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ADVANCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STARING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MEETING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM AMAZING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM GRILLIN BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM PIERCING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM HURTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM STRUGGLING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MORNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM HANGING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM LEADERING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM WEAVING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM SEEING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BRANCHING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM YIELDING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM PATTERNING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ASKING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM BLENDING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM COUGHING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CARESSING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM MEANING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM CUTTING BECKY
EVERY DAY I AM ING BECKY
BOOKS and MAKING and BOOKS
The day was:
Our surroundings:
Thanks to Ryan Ormonde and Sejal Chad and Karen Sandhu for a day of talking and drinking and making. A truly PERFECT day! Karen Sandhu has documented the day of frolics here!
Tuesday, 26 May 2009
Domesticity
I know I should be here more and I will. I have been working on NON FREE writing.
A series of domestic sonnets looking at "performing" domestic acts. Currently experimenting
with baking. Baking: writing through baking. Baking: performing baking. Baking: baking
This series will look at how physical performed processes degrades language.
BAKING I
She, stands still over wood to hand clean skin,
She, opens tears butter grams to pale whip,
Not quick, but thick sealing moisture out. Been
Handed knife in warm melting spread by lip,
Into dense siv fingers into plain fleur,
Sifted, mix hand over wrist pale motion,
Turn heat, beat hard, with wood, melting in beurre,
In mould, beat burns, pinch lick through emotion,
I, open woman, tend bake to tap pours,
Knife plunge to put Ceres beating of warm,
She waits in domestic wire blending hours,
Now cooling, but she will wait and reform,
She: A domestic leads with her own knife.
She: A domestic leads as her own wife.
She, opens tears butter grams to pale whip,
Not quick, but thick sealing moisture out. Been
Handed knife in warm melting spread by lip,
Into dense siv fingers into plain fleur,
Sifted, mix hand over wrist pale motion,
Turn heat, beat hard, with wood, melting in beurre,
In mould, beat burns, pinch lick through emotion,
I, open woman, tend bake to tap pours,
Knife plunge to put Ceres beating of warm,
She waits in domestic wire blending hours,
Now cooling, but she will wait and reform,
She: A domestic leads with her own knife.
She: A domestic leads as her own wife.
This making and baking and producing in a defined form was strenuous!
While the oven baked I translated:
BAKING Ia
It, is held quiet above it wood to give the clean skin,
It, opens grams of butter of tears to fade the whip,
Pas quickly, but thick moisture of sealing outside. Given
The knife in the hot cast iron draw aside by the lip,
In the dense fingers of SIV in the flower dish,
Tamisé, the mixture give the pale movement of wrist,
Tournez heat, beat hard, with wood, melting in butter,
In the mould, of the burns of beat, pinching lick by l' emotion,
I, open the woman, tend make cook with the furnace to type pours,
The dive of knife to put Ceres the beat of heat,
It waits in hours of mixture of domestic wire,
Maintaining cooling, but it will wait and reform,
It: Domestic wire with its own knife.
It: Domestic wire as a its own wife.
BAKING Ib
Own is kept calm over the wood in order to replace the skin,
It, opens grams of butter of tears in order to wither the whip,
Not quickly, but thick humidity sealing outside. Replaced
The knife in the discarded warm cast iron from the lips,
In the dense fingers of SIV in the flat flower,
Leaked, the concoction replaces the movement wrist pale,
Turns the heat, hard heartbeat, with wood, flow in the butter,
In the stamp, of the skin burns of heartbeat, pinching consume for l' emotion,
I, open the woman, stretch make to cook to the furnace in order to type pour,
L' immersion of knife to put Ceres the heat heartbeat,
Waits for in hours of concoction of domestic thread,
That it maintains the cooling, but will wait for and reform,
It: Domestic sons with its knife.
It: Domestic sons like its spouse.
BAKING Ic
Oneself in order to substitute is maintained the skin which is calm in the wood product,
It, in order to do to make wither the whip opens the gram of the butter of a tear,
In the humidity sealing outside which quickly, is thick but.
The knife which is to the iron which is warm comes to throw away lip which substitutes,
From the finger which SIV where there is to a flower which is flat is dense,
The new, mixture substitutes the kinetic wrist which is pale,
The tree and to join in, the line, hard pulsation the interchange, is to the butter goes round,
From the stamp of the skin burn of the pulsation which pinches, consume; Emotion,
I in order the hitter stroke in order to cook, makes woman the stretch and follows, Opens;
Puts flooding of the knife which is a thing opens pulsation Ceres,
From time of domestic disappointment mixture the period expectation,
It to maintain cooling, but reform will wait,
It: The domestic son who has it knife.
It: The domestic son likes it spouse.
BAKING Id
To replace to do that skin maintained which of wood produces calmly is,
Him, to form, the whip to fade opens however the gram butter d' a tear,
In l' outside d' moisture which is fast, strong.
The knife is which to the iron which is hot, comes to throw far from the lip replacement,
Of the finger, the SIV, in him with a flower gives, is flat, narrow is,
The new one, mixture replaces the kinetic wrist which plates is,
Tree and with ‘interior to connect, the line, will palpitate lasts exchange which butter is,
With interior, of the stamp of fire skin to palpitate which wedges; the respect uses;
Feeling to cook I for the account, the woman and expansion form I opinion d' man d' impact
Follow; One s' open; flood of the measurer a thing opens to palpitate of cerium is,
Of the time to which a national mixture of disappointment l' makes an attempt period,
They wait however to maintain cooling, improvement, places to
Him: The national son who l' has measuring.
He: The national son wants it husband.
It, opens grams of butter of tears to fade the whip,
Pas quickly, but thick moisture of sealing outside. Given
The knife in the hot cast iron draw aside by the lip,
In the dense fingers of SIV in the flower dish,
Tamisé, the mixture give the pale movement of wrist,
Tournez heat, beat hard, with wood, melting in butter,
In the mould, of the burns of beat, pinching lick by l' emotion,
I, open the woman, tend make cook with the furnace to type pours,
The dive of knife to put Ceres the beat of heat,
It waits in hours of mixture of domestic wire,
Maintaining cooling, but it will wait and reform,
It: Domestic wire with its own knife.
It: Domestic wire as a its own wife.
BAKING Ib
Own is kept calm over the wood in order to replace the skin,
It, opens grams of butter of tears in order to wither the whip,
Not quickly, but thick humidity sealing outside. Replaced
The knife in the discarded warm cast iron from the lips,
In the dense fingers of SIV in the flat flower,
Leaked, the concoction replaces the movement wrist pale,
Turns the heat, hard heartbeat, with wood, flow in the butter,
In the stamp, of the skin burns of heartbeat, pinching consume for l' emotion,
I, open the woman, stretch make to cook to the furnace in order to type pour,
L' immersion of knife to put Ceres the heat heartbeat,
Waits for in hours of concoction of domestic thread,
That it maintains the cooling, but will wait for and reform,
It: Domestic sons with its knife.
It: Domestic sons like its spouse.
BAKING Ic
Oneself in order to substitute is maintained the skin which is calm in the wood product,
It, in order to do to make wither the whip opens the gram of the butter of a tear,
In the humidity sealing outside which quickly, is thick but.
The knife which is to the iron which is warm comes to throw away lip which substitutes,
From the finger which SIV where there is to a flower which is flat is dense,
The new, mixture substitutes the kinetic wrist which is pale,
The tree and to join in, the line, hard pulsation the interchange, is to the butter goes round,
From the stamp of the skin burn of the pulsation which pinches, consume; Emotion,
I in order the hitter stroke in order to cook, makes woman the stretch and follows, Opens;
Puts flooding of the knife which is a thing opens pulsation Ceres,
From time of domestic disappointment mixture the period expectation,
It to maintain cooling, but reform will wait,
It: The domestic son who has it knife.
It: The domestic son likes it spouse.
BAKING Id
To replace to do that skin maintained which of wood produces calmly is,
Him, to form, the whip to fade opens however the gram butter d' a tear,
In l' outside d' moisture which is fast, strong.
The knife is which to the iron which is hot, comes to throw far from the lip replacement,
Of the finger, the SIV, in him with a flower gives, is flat, narrow is,
The new one, mixture replaces the kinetic wrist which plates is,
Tree and with ‘interior to connect, the line, will palpitate lasts exchange which butter is,
With interior, of the stamp of fire skin to palpitate which wedges; the respect uses;
Feeling to cook I for the account, the woman and expansion form I opinion d' man d' impact
Follow; One s' open; flood of the measurer a thing opens to palpitate of cerium is,
Of the time to which a national mixture of disappointment l' makes an attempt period,
They wait however to maintain cooling, improvement, places to
Him: The national son who l' has measuring.
He: The national son wants it husband.
BAKING I BAKED:
Thursday, 30 April 2009
the ballad sung
Leather couch sitting in dark
creeping and coughing behind a
man- a Spanish voice a white
square it will tell answers I
know it -
white eyebrows
01:34 pasley pattern blue lit grow
Broader as I a solitaire
pounding on drum the smell
old couple – pearl necklace & mickey
mouse headless super her in open a muscles
dusty boots a look a line a
bend esall race sunny shirtlessness
a mirror dancing jessus sleep ‘
velvet black V please put down
your legs holy tights chains naked
bed a bow smoke muscles anatomy
hairy toilet yes so what ordinair
never look into legs viva fishnet
women why laugh teeth
of a freckle works hard
define a hand going understand
this water engraving is wood distancing
Simple MIDWAY PARK ring a look
content lost wide eyebrow the
distance smut to the
leather seat
rubbing wood HUG denim point
just eyed press the match a cross
morning eyes watch lace Brut knee
embrace cry MAN lost ladder
face mask breast bruise towel
dawn window back root kiss the
girl bruised eyes needles bllod shot
burn bruised breast
my god give me your arm soft
on foot the patchwork
coming undone on pink sheets
eyes slit
2gether swelling flowers red
screams tear lines of blood
splatter down pants gun
picnic bang bang bullets tough
knife grown muscle strength
My back open shower don’t
eight white align
between candles degrading
my hair to a bottle. Fall into a red
Make me over submerge floating
breasts lie back
running hair squat pregnancy
beside battery a basket for ease
inverted lines make me feel
TERME is telling dried brood
touch phone inflict Hostage girls
admission dollar a lie feather
held by hair gold street bed
just Re-married thong tropical
she sings on TV wed . Ring
country cake balloon growth
milk sport Baby kiss confused
touch taste flowering wall paper
wrestle centipede an outstretched arm
Tissue drawers are mine
Crosses the all too sensible
Maybe rewind and his girl has
avec looking up pout stomaches touch
ATLAS
this is a mans world fight talk mother
a circle trees in window train watch
no smoking erect pens kiss on sand
guns and a devil mask straps
snake a city cowboy pushing in
motor cycles to drum
pissing BBQ fire linger she had
on
coco boots light changed NO
standing
Folds yet to be completed
Will this
Once you’ve been
Gained a circular pace doesn’t
long snow in bath shellelton hiding
romantic V stained shirt check hug
kinky skeleton MY ouch a
burning lady luck swollen eye one
window goodbye I don’t want
a partner broken tooth loving
new romantic
1946-1955
many men flowers turn away
run away
Leave high heels to a proposal
She cried for four days
Latches you
woods kiss on TV a back shaving
looking down water breathing wipe
this flesh
holding penis ex boardwalk nike hat
back seat hugging
THINK
I guess I have to confess I have been
wandering too-
I wish it could
happen to me
admission $10 pink elephant cocaine white
teeth cuddling baby holding a torch
Ghosts on a bus persuade
Never make am I a line
Paper elastic to contrasting duration-ability
first heart shaped bruise- Guilty
hard wall chain lace gloves eyeliner
poxy pink light ring square lines on
face a denim jacket look earring
FRONT needles into a gun lady blood
Same place tomorrow
That is the make then situation
Hotels future broader the light
ft 16.90 its 3 nestle a spoon
newsweek
camels
and break
lace gloves smoke pain high heels
when your alone- go downtown
the cast- the music converse
Monopoly twist girls
girls
girls live
Irash enal
banana shirt at tomorrow
an Eiffel lowers golds MOT
2 women sit on the toilet flames on
cer seduction grab
unmade beds
neo hugging memories
lace in night shy
father mother husband erect angels
with flowers skeleton
coffing fit up
kiss sleep
creeping and coughing behind a
man- a Spanish voice a white
square it will tell answers I
know it -
white eyebrows
01:34 pasley pattern blue lit grow
Broader as I a solitaire
pounding on drum the smell
old couple – pearl necklace & mickey
mouse headless super her in open a muscles
dusty boots a look a line a
bend esall race sunny shirtlessness
a mirror dancing jessus sleep ‘
velvet black V please put down
your legs holy tights chains naked
bed a bow smoke muscles anatomy
hairy toilet yes so what ordinair
never look into legs viva fishnet
women why laugh teeth
of a freckle works hard
define a hand going understand
this water engraving is wood distancing
Simple MIDWAY PARK ring a look
content lost wide eyebrow the
distance smut to the
leather seat
rubbing wood HUG denim point
just eyed press the match a cross
morning eyes watch lace Brut knee
embrace cry MAN lost ladder
face mask breast bruise towel
dawn window back root kiss the
girl bruised eyes needles bllod shot
burn bruised breast
my god give me your arm soft
on foot the patchwork
coming undone on pink sheets
eyes slit
2gether swelling flowers red
screams tear lines of blood
splatter down pants gun
picnic bang bang bullets tough
knife grown muscle strength
My back open shower don’t
eight white align
between candles degrading
my hair to a bottle. Fall into a red
Make me over submerge floating
breasts lie back
running hair squat pregnancy
beside battery a basket for ease
inverted lines make me feel
TERME is telling dried brood
touch phone inflict Hostage girls
admission dollar a lie feather
held by hair gold street bed
just Re-married thong tropical
she sings on TV wed . Ring
country cake balloon growth
milk sport Baby kiss confused
touch taste flowering wall paper
wrestle centipede an outstretched arm
Tissue drawers are mine
Crosses the all too sensible
Maybe rewind and his girl has
avec looking up pout stomaches touch
ATLAS
this is a mans world fight talk mother
a circle trees in window train watch
no smoking erect pens kiss on sand
guns and a devil mask straps
snake a city cowboy pushing in
motor cycles to drum
pissing BBQ fire linger she had
on
coco boots light changed NO
standing
Folds yet to be completed
Will this
Once you’ve been
Gained a circular pace doesn’t
long snow in bath shellelton hiding
romantic V stained shirt check hug
kinky skeleton MY ouch a
burning lady luck swollen eye one
window goodbye I don’t want
a partner broken tooth loving
new romantic
1946-1955
many men flowers turn away
run away
Leave high heels to a proposal
She cried for four days
Latches you
woods kiss on TV a back shaving
looking down water breathing wipe
this flesh
holding penis ex boardwalk nike hat
back seat hugging
THINK
I guess I have to confess I have been
wandering too-
I wish it could
happen to me
admission $10 pink elephant cocaine white
teeth cuddling baby holding a torch
Ghosts on a bus persuade
Never make am I a line
Paper elastic to contrasting duration-ability
first heart shaped bruise- Guilty
hard wall chain lace gloves eyeliner
poxy pink light ring square lines on
face a denim jacket look earring
FRONT needles into a gun lady blood
Same place tomorrow
That is the make then situation
Hotels future broader the light
ft 16.90 its 3 nestle a spoon
newsweek
camels
and break
lace gloves smoke pain high heels
when your alone- go downtown
the cast- the music converse
Monopoly twist girls
girls
girls live
Irash enal
banana shirt at tomorrow
an Eiffel lowers golds MOT
2 women sit on the toilet flames on
cer seduction grab
unmade beds
neo hugging memories
lace in night shy
father mother husband erect angels
with flowers skeleton
coffing fit up
kiss sleep
Monday, 27 April 2009
Explorations in ING
Constructing a vocally transmitted play. A play in play.
I am interjecting a character ING.
ING now speaks:
characterizing the
thinking
thinking? This
thinking is
doing it.
thinking sticks.
Thinking runs
///
Thinking from
thinking and
thinking is?
thinking. It
ing is
concerning
thinking and
///
sorting out
thinking. This
thinking.
‘thinking’ it
thinking psychologists
thinking: fantasies
flitting from
underlying wishes
trying to
‘thinking’ is
‘remembering’. The
Thinking of
happenings in
thinking. I
///
happenings have
doing’ when
mountaineering does
muttering detailed.
adopting an
thinking what
‘thinking’ of
talking about
referring to
thinking when
ing climbing
abandoning them
///
drinking when
driving’ ally
producing and
producing and
ordering of
thinking’. Thinking
thinking’. Thinking
attacking or
attacking or
defending a
expressing statement
appealing to
///
‘thinking’ in
‘reasoning’, ‘reflecting’,
‘reasoning’, ‘reflecting’,
‘reflecting’ of
‘pondering’-with
composing music
planning a
wanting to
‘thinking’, even
‘digesting’ or
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Thursday, 11 December 2008
The Ballad of Sexual Dependency
In a room in the MOMA in NYC I watched a slideshow of Nan Goldings 'The Ballad of Sexual Dependency', a moving piece chronicling intimate life, exposing bruised lives I sat and wrote for 45 mins.
the ballad:
Leather couch sitting in dark
creeping and coughing behind a
man- a Spanish voice a white
square it will tell answers I
know it - The ballad of .
Sexual Dependency
white eyebrows
old couple – pearl necklace & mickey
mouse headless super her os in open a muscles
dusty boots a look a line a
bend esall race sunny shirtlessness
a mirror dancing jessus sleep ‘
velvet black V please put down
your legs holy tights chains naked
bed a bow smoke muscles anatomy
hairy toilet yes so what ordinair
never look into legs viva fishnet
women why laugh teeth 1244274
Simple MIDWAY PARK ring a look
content lost wide eyebrow the
distance smut to the
leather seat
rubbing wood HUG denim point
just eyed press the match a cross
morning eyes watch lace Brut knee
embrace cry MAN lost ladder
face mask breast bruise towel
dawn window back root kiss the
girl bruised eyes needles bllod shot
burn bruised breast
eyes slit
2gether swelling flowers red
screams tear lines of blood
splatter down pants gun
picnic bang bang bullets tough
knife grown muscle strength
My back open shower don’t
Make me over submerge floating
breasts lie back
running hair squat pregnancy
touch phone inflict Hostage girls
admission dollar a lie feather
held by hair gold street bed
just Re-married thong tropical
she sings on TV wed . Ring
country cake balloon growth
milk sport Baby kiss confused
touch taste flowering wall paper
wrestle centipede outstretched arm
avec looking up pout stomaches touch
ATLAS
this is a mans world fight talk mother
a circle trees in window train watch
no smoking erect pens kiss on sand
guns and a devil mask straps
snake a city cowboy pushing in
motor cycles to drum
pissing BBQ fire linger she had
on
coco boots light changed NO
standing
long snow in bath shellelton hiding
romantic V stained shirt check hug
kinky skeleton MY ouch a
burning lady luck swollen eye one
window goodbye I don’t want
a partner broken tooth loving
new romantic
1946-1955
many men flowers turn away
run away
woods kiss on TV a back shaving
looking down water breathing wipe
this flesh
holding penis ex boardwalk nike hat
back seat hugging
THINK
I guess I have to confess I have been
wandering too-
I wish it could
happen to me
admission $10 pink elephant cocaine white
teeth cuddling baby holding a torch
first heart shaped bruise- Guilty
hard wall chain lace gloves eyeliner
poxy pink light ring square lines on
face a denim jacket look earring
FRONT needles into a gun lady blood
ft 16.90 its 3 nestle a spoon
newsweek camels and brown
lace gloves smoke pain high heels
when your alone- go downtown
the cast- music converse
Monopoly twist girls
girls
girls live
banana shirt at tomorrows parties
an Eiffel lower golds MOT
2 women sit on the toilet flames on
cer seduction grab
unmade beds
neo hugging memories
lace in night shy
father mother husband erect angels
with flowers skeleton
coffin fit up
kiss sleep
the ballad:
Leather couch sitting in dark
creeping and coughing behind a
man- a Spanish voice a white
square it will tell answers I
know it - The ballad of .
Sexual Dependency
white eyebrows
old couple – pearl necklace & mickey
mouse headless super her os in open a muscles
dusty boots a look a line a
bend esall race sunny shirtlessness
a mirror dancing jessus sleep ‘
velvet black V please put down
your legs holy tights chains naked
bed a bow smoke muscles anatomy
hairy toilet yes so what ordinair
never look into legs viva fishnet
women why laugh teeth 1244274
Simple MIDWAY PARK ring a look
content lost wide eyebrow the
distance smut to the
leather seat
rubbing wood HUG denim point
just eyed press the match a cross
morning eyes watch lace Brut knee
embrace cry MAN lost ladder
face mask breast bruise towel
dawn window back root kiss the
girl bruised eyes needles bllod shot
burn bruised breast
eyes slit
2gether swelling flowers red
screams tear lines of blood
splatter down pants gun
picnic bang bang bullets tough
knife grown muscle strength
My back open shower don’t
Make me over submerge floating
breasts lie back
running hair squat pregnancy
touch phone inflict Hostage girls
admission dollar a lie feather
held by hair gold street bed
just Re-married thong tropical
she sings on TV wed . Ring
country cake balloon growth
milk sport Baby kiss confused
touch taste flowering wall paper
wrestle centipede outstretched arm
avec looking up pout stomaches touch
ATLAS
this is a mans world fight talk mother
a circle trees in window train watch
no smoking erect pens kiss on sand
guns and a devil mask straps
snake a city cowboy pushing in
motor cycles to drum
pissing BBQ fire linger she had
on
coco boots light changed NO
standing
long snow in bath shellelton hiding
romantic V stained shirt check hug
kinky skeleton MY ouch a
burning lady luck swollen eye one
window goodbye I don’t want
a partner broken tooth loving
new romantic
1946-1955
many men flowers turn away
run away
woods kiss on TV a back shaving
looking down water breathing wipe
this flesh
holding penis ex boardwalk nike hat
back seat hugging
THINK
I guess I have to confess I have been
wandering too-
I wish it could
happen to me
admission $10 pink elephant cocaine white
teeth cuddling baby holding a torch
first heart shaped bruise- Guilty
hard wall chain lace gloves eyeliner
poxy pink light ring square lines on
face a denim jacket look earring
FRONT needles into a gun lady blood
ft 16.90 its 3 nestle a spoon
newsweek camels and brown
lace gloves smoke pain high heels
when your alone- go downtown
the cast- music converse
Monopoly twist girls
girls
girls live
banana shirt at tomorrows parties
an Eiffel lower golds MOT
2 women sit on the toilet flames on
cer seduction grab
unmade beds
neo hugging memories
lace in night shy
father mother husband erect angels
with flowers skeleton
coffin fit up
kiss sleep
Friday, 3 October 2008
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