waiting

Last week was one of those weeks of waiting.
I wrote and rewrote while waiting.
while waiting I performed the following

waiting I

Heres my point he says – thick American
Accent drinking whiskey@ 15:01 my
Time- minus two for yours A
Call to prayer sounds out- comforting
As an itsy bitsy spider No YOU SEE
He walks light of foot with a dickey bow
Minus dick I sit and walk as at
12 o’clock a man scratches his head
Egyptian I would say – he probably
Wouldn’t A native tongue my native
Tongue heard amongst coughing and
Cups sneesex long white fabrics
Canvas the area a woman
The first her cuffs shed light
On her person- cuffs beaded with
Silver beads – beads are an of finished
MAM- yes thank you very much an
Exchange – I am not a MAM
MAM – MAN – MAM – MAM – MAM
MAM – MAM – MAM this is all
Too close to –
My feet look browner today- somehow
The sun strikes them differently than
My face – with an ease an unforced
Ease- I will not be here in an
Hour Some noise from behind me
MAN heavy footed WHO declares this
Pandemic headline of the Bahrain
Tribune today that southern whiskey
Laugh smiled at me-
Sikh man in grey suit- red turban
I would say. Heals are strange objects
Only A in cabin I just realised I should
Wirte a folk song – shoot – shoot – haze
Haze a real word not a semi haze
Of to be expected
HAZE Ha- Aa- Zz- Ee-
ITS ALL FOR YOUR SAFETY
Bubbly brain not content with this
Reatures sonic expect a registered position
2 lines deligated of a similar hue
I am getting closer to the sun
And to you
Pin holes is this buzz normal
Normality is
Cutting off a light you are now
Free to move and you may move
Permission to movement – she slidea
Closed curtain similar ro an exagereated
Cell in sky
It’s a blue of carpet and grey
Armrest- armrest when do we need
Armrest
Soulrest- soulrest life vest life vest-
So much concerns
Non normal care
Sun this is shadow line
I can adjust shadow with movement
Finally cool air – this means
Means
Ahlan Wa Sahlan
please Ahlan
please Wa
please Sahlan
please
please
please
please
please
please
when you smile those eyes
she said at 25 you should
find someone but they should find
Eyes – they can
Eyes – they will
Eyes – they who
Spent at a disSembodIment of the
Universe - You important
- You important
- You Im
He never wordens my sense – wordens my sense
Wordenes my sense
I open a shutter to chronic light
chronic grounded less the grounding
Petals on a fabric he knows
Pink orchid in hair at 17 it was
Followed by eyeshadow Come –
Tell You can blank out time in transit
Shooting upon- searching for
We should relocate to auto
Auto pilot tends to lead me
Ashtray one hidden fact he dismisses
Smoke when emotional
His breath in my head that had
A weakness it’s a weakness a weakness
A weak ness a weak ness
a weak ness a weak ness
a weak ness a weak ness
a week ness a week ness
a week ness a week ness
a wett ness
a wetness
witness
There’s a girl There’s a girl There’s a girl
do you see her
There’s a girl There’s a girl There’s a girl
do you see her
There’s a girl
There is a girl
Late night Late night that’s all that
Comes up
up – to-
to – tell you

There’s a girl



waiting II

He he is kinder than he thinks
She she is less inviting – les than she
Knows This a floating turn in
Front of face she her mother and
Her cat got raped yesterday one eye
Stings a scar across her pink nose
Lying – lying – flat
She is the cats mother
If I could moan I would
Eye sting
This is comparison
The care of my mouth overflows Too
Often
Shiny teeth
When your concerned
You know I say that with pain in
My heart
Pen follows shadow and I wear
Socks which aren’t mine
Central figure – central figure
Figured – She is
She is
She is
She is
She is sure
Reminded of a loud music
Freedom in sand
Shaking and dancing – UNTOUCHABLE
To return – to return – to return to
HER SHE

I folded the page to
Break from you
Break from you
Crave that song you
I adore you is that
This check this is this
Signature – twisting through ventricular
Partially lit by
I’m hearing the drums-
This please this please this
Do this please you
Louder
VERBSkickin
Lavishly bite to a grape
Seems once again you hang on the line
Lines – take one pick one
Static on the screen only my
Screeching through ears
Prick of fizz in water
Horizon blurred in
Take it back
Let’s go dancing- ok lets stop now
Am I speaking for you too
This – Wish it -t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t—t
Can I ask a question
Will you come with me
Engulf it engulf me that’s what
Emoticons do – forgive me- I
Don’t speak frankly-
Because now is beyond
Compatibility ability comability
What do your fingers taste like
Tow and behave this is fugitive behaviour
Sleeping in a revel – let’s lie it
He and lemon a debate of mind
Corner angled towards me brings good weather
Lets begin again – No
I’m going I’m going I’m going to try
That day
One day
That One day
Look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I’m saying look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I SAID look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at me
I look at you
Turned over now cross border to
Face – face it – face me I
Can’t tell
Do you a herald bring an
A just crossed under me
This uneasy look
Does it you?



waiting III

Listening to recover to place
Open door long door long door long door
My right shoe sticks to linoleum
An oil by product- a BY product
Fluorescent tap fluorescent tap
Fluorescent tap fluorescent light
After each
Recoil- but this becomes
Twenty five paces seems to be an
Appropriate place to turn
Squeak – cuts through
– cuts through
– cuts through
Finishing is
Face in cold water to run over mascara line
This puffy not needed
Deep – and then close door long door
Long door long door
My left foot is in shadow – an absence
Of right – a BY product
Now again
Ceiling tap ceiling tap
Ceiling tap ceiling tile
Now again
Utter - not waste now
Sipping to count time it is
Not appropriate to
Tear – cuts through
– cuts through
– cuts through
Breathing is
Iris shut at replace lens blurred
Is easier to be straight
Ache- and then close door long door
Long door long door.


thank you for waiting with me